things i'll never say
Nov. 11th, 2008
02:24 pm - makes it
what makes people do what they do? or select? i don't get it.
friday night, matt, lisa and i went out to ktown. today matt said he didn't like ktown. that's a shame because i like it. we played golf and we went to frank n hanks. that dive bar wasn't so great, but i think it's all about the experience. i feel so shitty.
friday night we went to a driving range in the middle of ktown. it's so awesome. i never knew i enjoyed driving that ball so much.
i don't know what's going on in my life. i'm so unproductive lately. i think i'm sad.
Jun. 12th, 2004
01:32 pm - Friends Only.
This is the last thing I ever wanted to do. But I feel violated and I'll probably start a brand new journal. That makes me sad because I really enjoyed this one. But maybe it'll help me move on. Away from everything in the past. How much everything hurt back then. Maybe I'll be happy with a new journal, and a new life with that.
It hurts leaving this one, or making it private. This entire journal was meant to be something public, but not too public. I know that makes no sense, but it does to me. I've wasted 2 hours of my finals-studying-time to make mostly-all my entries 'friends only.' I have so much work to do =( and this is what I've wasted my time on.
I need to grow up and leaving this might be a start. I need to get over you, and I need to stop loving. I need to get some work done and not loose myself in fear.
So now, this journal is FRIENDS ONLY. Not that I even update that much anyway.
It really does make me sad to change it to 'friends only' because I've had this journal public for around 320 of my prior journal entries. It's a shame, but something I have to deal with.